She left, came back, still loves OM, what do I do

[kirby]

I think I know part of the reason it is so hard to learn and exercise patience. My normal attitude, plan of action, belief, is that when you have a problem you should face it and try to fix it, not put it aside and wait. Unfortunately, I have to put this aside and wait. I can't fix it by talking, argueing, or using logic. I have to wait for W to figure some things out, and in the meantime, I have to live with this problem hovering over me.

If I can throw myself harder into GAL, and work, and family, maybe I can feel enough like I'm DOING something that I can relax a little more.

Today, I've been more productive at work than I have been for a long time. It's felt good. I'll try to do more.