MAMA.... I AM SO DAMN PROUD OF YOU... you sound so strong. Wow I feel the same way. It feels good and yet so strange. I feel really strong too,, I had a similar epiphany ( sp) for myself , I told my husband I either love you and fully trust you or leave , NO MORE INBETWEEN ,,,same as you basicaly Mama.
I have to give 100% of myself to make this love real and lasting and you know what now that I am not a" mess" either,,? I expect him to do the same.
It feels good doesnt it to let them know how you feel and know that they are with you not in front of you or dragging their feet behind you in agreement but really with you, beside you.
Life is good Mama,, make this year one of your best and the next and the next. You deserve this baby keep shining!!!!!
I am sooooooooooooo elated to read your last post keep being beautiful and strong mama!!!!!!!! I am ( again ) so damn proud of you honey you deserve this newfound strength and your H will surely take notice. ALL MY BEST. Take care of yourself, Ali..... God bless....