Well nothing to report on the front. I kind of tried but H is just not into it. Although I have to admit I am not either. I have thought alot about it and I am plain afraid. I'm afraid that he doesn't find me attractive anymore, I'm afraid that he thinks I am boring and mechanical, I'm afraid to be rejected so I half-heartedly try to initiate.
On the other hand I feel that H is uncomfortable too. Maybe he feels the same as I, I really don't know. Should I talk to him about it? You guys tell me. Everything else about our relationship and interaction is great, better than great but when it comes to physical intimacy it is like we both are uncomfortable and afraid.
front. I kind of tried but H is just not into it. Although I have to admit I am not either. I have thought alot about it and I am plain afraid. I'm afraid that he doesn't find me attractive anymore, I'm afraid that he thinks I am boring and mechanical, I'm afraid to be rejected so I half-heartedly try to initiate.