I'm not saying that I'm giving up on the wall-slamming deal; I'm just saying it will most likely be successful when everything else is in place, and been dealt with. You are so early in this process, and I KNOW that's when the impatience is so strong. JMHO, as always. Feel free to slam the man against something, I'm all for it, but I also don't feel you are strong enough to deal with the possible rejection right now. AGAIN, I'm only giving my opinion from my own little corner of the world.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3