Well, I guess my anger comes across loud and clear as I'm sure it does to my H even if I am friendly and normal he probably feels it. He's pretty intuitive.

We had an exhausting weekend. Saturday and Sunday were full of family activity - DS15's birthday party was on Saturday and the kids (6 of them plus DS) went to Rock and Bowl with H (9pm to 1am) and then came home and played videos and crud until morning. Sunday was our family Christmas with my Mom and Dad since they will be out of town this year. Besides that I cooked all Saturday and Sunday for work gifts. For the last week and 1/2 H has been limping around with a pulled hip/groin muscle kind of issue. As we fell into bed exhausted the last three nights I just wanted to smack him and say, "How hard is it to say, honey I've been missing you and I know we are both exhausted but let's make a sex date for Monday." Something. Anything. Time goes by and I just get more pregnant and more convinced that H will never initiate sex. I wonder what he is thinking will be the probable outcome of that plan?

I should say that (as usual) I feel like an ingrate. H absolutely worked his fanny off all weekend on family stuff. He is a good man and I DO know that.

Karen