You know, waaaaaaaaaaaay back in the day, I had an A with a married man when I was single (yes, it horrifies me now, they were BOTH friends of mine. I was a very different gal).
ANYWAY. I have a point.
Today, I was at the gym (yay me) and a song came on that reminded me of him, and I smiled: involuntarily and immediately, and I don't even know why. Just about how that time was (sorry!) FUN and crazy, etc. And in the next moment I thought: OMG, does H have those brief 'happy's when something catches him off guard like that? Yuck. But somewhat understandable now; i.e. how is it okay for me to have inappropriate fond memories of something BAD and WRONG, but not for H to (if he does)? Just some food for thought that made me think today. What timing that you guys are talking about this very thing.
Not that I don't think it SUCKS BIG DONKEY DICKS NOW, mind you....
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3
