Quote: P.S. If you must talk, limit it to: "W, you are driving me crazy, I can't keep my hands off of you and I could not care less that you on your period, it is cool with me."
Ok, no talking. I am REALLY glad you posted this because it brings up something at the heart of (or at least I think it is) our rut of late.
Over this last stretch of GREAT times and wonderful $ex, it seemed like she reacted pretty well to any advance I made. Most comments I made got a giggle from her, and when I "made my move" she responded in kind. Now, the past few days, it seems a LOT like the old days, where my comments were taken badly. She even made the comment that I seemed like a "undersexed" man, something that wasn't the case anymore. Somehow I have gone from confident and passionate, back to desperate in some way.
Aw hell. Instead of trying to guess, this is what I know...and I think the answers are pretty clear.
1) We have not ML in over a week (sorry, I know that sounds like anything but a problem).
2) W has been feeling sick lately.
3) I HAVE acted much more desperate and less passionate.
4) I have reverted back to my "assuming" ML rather than making it happen.
5) W has been feeling REALLY bad about her body lately. She has been complaining about her "fat" for just about the same amount of time as we have not ML.
So, OT, I could do that. I could say that, but I need to regain my footing again. I need to cool it for a minute and then get back to what helped foster this in the first place. I know that my reverting to some bad habits at the same time as she's having "body issues" is not particularly good timing.
I have no doubt things will be good, I just have to make sure I am keeping up my end of the bargain. I need to start working out again (stopped awhile ago), keep my confidence up, BE HAPPY and re-learn how to let the little things go.
Oh, all that and keep putting OT's constant refrain of BE DIRECT into practice. That one bit of advice is almost worth most other's put together.
