Pat-I need help.H is still being distant and cold to me because of his own guilt and what he percieves I did. I have decided to opologise in C about the kids, but I don't know how to handle it if he says he won't stop talking to the OW.I feel really weak in letting him get by with this but I am not ready to give him an ultimatum. I still feel like he loves me and not her, but she obviously has something on him. He has promised he will not see or be with her, but he promised that about the no contact too.
I feel I'm being taken adnavtage of here, He knows I don't want him to leave, but it tears me up thinking about them talking. He cannot give 100% of himself to our M if he is still talking to her and it is so disrespectful to me. I can't beleive he thinks I should except this! I'm not sure how to handle myself at this point-I'm so mad at him and feel like a fool, but I have still been loving to him like an idiot. What did you mean when you said this may be a test? Rachael
