I don't have much time so here goes. I feel like my W doesn't "really" love me even though she says it daily. Her actions don't back up her words. When she asks me "what's wrong?", my answer has become "Nothing". "Nothing" is actually short for "Nothing that you would care about or feel is important". I am supposed to be so excited that our M is better. I would be if I didn't still see the core problems. She is still very selfish, does not respect me (based on her actions), and she only is really nice to me when I am kissing her @$$. I am growing resentful of all of it and beginning to withdraw. I don't want to start the new year out with last years problems still there.
The hardest part is that I can't get her to open up unless I make it a "huge debate" and truly challenge her. The intensity of those challenges is wearing me out. That isn't how it needs to be. Anyway, I can't be the only one seeing this. I know it sounds like I am looking for trouble but I see this as preventative maintenence.
