Just had an alien-free encounter with WAW! Geez, it was as if she were semi-normal.

We actually talked, had a few tears, and shared some feelings. Got a VERY interesting comment from her. She says she gets tired of hanging onto my rollercoaster!

WHAT?!?!?

My rollercoaster? The way she explained it was that when she gets too friendly with me she sees me get hopeful. That causes her pain because she "knows" she's not coming back. So she backs off and becomes distant to lessen my expectations, and that causes me to get depressed. She said she's not ever sure what to do.

Damn woman....that's the most sense you've made in 6 monthes. I can actually see that!

Funny how we each saw our separate sitches as if we were hanging onto the back of the other's rollercoaster. We damned near had a laugh over that!

She just left, and for the first time since she moved out....she asked me to stand up and hug her goodbye!

Have I told ya'll today that I love her?

Me - 47 WAW - 41 Married - 9-14-85 Kids - D14 and D12 Bomb - 1-19-06 W moved out - 5-29-06