Thanks Ford, you always have good advice and usually have your finger on the cause. I do think that fear of rejection is still there lingering in my subconscious. I really need to face that demon and do battle with it or I'm never going to let anyone get to close to me again. Only question is how do you do that?
I've forgiven, my anger and resentment are tempered, and I've accepted my circumstances. So what else do I have to do?
"It is curious that physical courage should be so common in the world and moral courage so rare." -Mark Twain
