OW has been calling me late every night while I'm working. We talk for hours. I'm afraid this will get to serious and it's still really to soon for me. Not soon in the sense of time, because I've been estranged from waw for about 17 months now. Soon in the sense that I'm still having issues with the concept of long term relationships. Commitment scares me now where it never did in the past.
Do you ever get over this? I don't think a divorce decree alone would make a difference and I know the passage of time hasn't done anything to change that feeling. I think I'm destine to be single the rest of my life and won't be able to make the commitment to OW that would keep her around for a considerable amount of time. I think I'm damaged goods!
"It is curious that physical courage should be so common in the world and moral courage so rare." -Mark Twain
