You know, I'm very calm and strangely serene today. I guess I've been holding some sour emotions in for to long that needed to be released. I know it's made an impact on her because I've had 2 VM from her trying to smooth things over. For the first time during this whole ordeal, I've actually noticed a bit of sincere remorse in her voice. Not for what she did/is doing, but for how she made me feel without acknowledging it to this point. I think she's afraid she will miss me in some capacity (not sure what) and she doesn't want to burn bridges. I think my anger really caught her by surprise. Not even in the beginning did I let on to my true feelings about her EA and she knows I don't anger easily. My anger management consist of chopping wood, working out, running, or some other physical outlet. It's not like me to express it verbally.
Yes, it is a 180 for me to loose my temper and express those type of emotions. I really have no more to say to her and feel all I had to say has been said.
"It is curious that physical courage should be so common in the world and moral courage so rare." -Mark Twain
