I am on for the moment, as I find your Christmas wishes as I was about to sign off. Don't over do with the reflections, I think it may be a normal phase we all step through this far down the road. I had mentioned to Paul, but also a few others recently (like Lib, Cathy Hopeful) that I think I was doing better 2 years ago, than I had for the last year to year and a half.... Looking back, I now realize my chin was scraping the floor for some time, but I just didn't know how to break out, or that nothing I had tried could lift my spirits for long. I'm beginning to think it may be a natural passage for most of us to make... well, those of us that completely disconnect from our former spouses, that is.
As Snodderly used to say to me, allow your emotions to flow over you. Don't try to fight with what you are feeling, but go with the general direction. I do know the more I fought with them, the worse things began to feel, instead of being able to change my feelings.
It probably doesn't make a whole lot of sense... maybe in a day or two, I'll be able to explain myself better. Until then, don't worry too much about being down, but DO give yourself the finest TLC you can give (to yourself).
Hope you are able to regain the spirit of the season, and fine warmth and love surrounding you. You are in my thoughts and prayers... take care, and God Bless
Love,
Laughing
Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you.........