You know Laughing, I wish you come come to Cozumel too. We would have a blast and you'd be out of the muck and slime for a while. I SO wish and pray that some good things will happen for you.
My life is not quite where I want it to be but I have many blessings and I hope to "get there" someday too.
Oh, and "NO" you're not doing anything wrong! I don't know why these things are happening to you but it's not your fault. Hang in there, K?