Snodderly,

Thanks for coming by. You are such a comfort. I do know that h will do what he wants anyway but I needed to at least let him know that I have boundaries. I do want to stick with no contact for awhile. It worked so well before but h drew me out.

I know he is only trying to make himself feel good. I suspect that our trip to Disneyland is one thing that is getting to him.

I am getting better. I am starting to heal and let go and I am greiving the end of my m and this person who was my h. But it will still take time.

Thanks again.