Mermaid, I'm sorry about the bingo deal. I know you'd rather be doing something else. Is there any way that you can work out something w/your h about him helping with some of the hours? After all, he's the father of your d and he should be participating just like you. Mermaid, you do what you want, but you may want to consider panning some of that time off on him. You've been far too kind in letting him off the hook on this one deal.
Hugs to you and the girls. How much snow did you get up there?
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.