So did you watch Men in Trees last week? Well Justine Bateman got the man. Two generations of Family Ties watchers told me I looked like Justine Bateman. I will take him but I have not found him yet
Anyway I am having myself a pity party. I am being petty. But I wish that my ds did not like ow. Yesterday when h was leaving d8 whispered to him give ow a hug and kiss for me. I know they are both too young to really understand but I read about other's children who don't like the ow or at least realize the role she plays. I know petty. My girls love everybody.
I gave h the passport applications to fill out his portion. He dropped d4 off and said he did not know what he was supposed to fill out. I thought it was rather obvious. Anyway I think that he did not want to fill it out in front of ow. He tries to have to secret worlds. I don't think he wanted ow to see any of my information.
I look at h and I do not have any feelings for him but it all still hurts some days. How could he compromise his integrity and morals and faith so much. This is not the person I married. I am a little sad that he is not coming to Disneyland. I don't mean this mlc h I mean my real h. My whole family like it should be. I am jealous that one of ds classmates parents just had a baby. I always wanted more.
Anyway thanks for listening.
I have gotten a lot on my list accomplished. I am painting my kitchen this weekend.
