My fellow student. Well you are almost done and I am just beginning. There is no way I would be ready for January I feel so frazzled some days. But by September I should have all of my ducks in a row.
Have fun with that gingerbread house this weekend. I only attempt those every couple of years because they are so much work.
I bought a gingerbread house kit at Loblaws. It came with the gingerbread already made and cut out, icing to put it together, and even the candy to go on it! I was the first time I'd ever done it. The kids loved it and it was really super-easy.
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Thank you for coming by. Please don't worry too much about me I am getting there. I never thought I had any expectations until you pointed it out. Old habits die hard I guess or maybe I am a glutton for punishment.
Anyway about ow she really seems so insecure and has such low self esteem. I know they all do but I really think she has a problem with dating a married man. I may be giving her too much credit but I really think h had her snowed the whole time and continues to smooth things over with her. I think that she is just too insecure to stand up for herself or to leave him. I am not sure that I am the one that said they would have a row over it. In fact I think the exact opposite. I don't think she would say much and I think h just again smoothed everything over with her and she bought it because she has no back bone.
Going dark has been good for me but you have to understand it is still so new. I think in the time that I stay dark it will help me gain the perspective I need and h will be less of a priority in my mind.
I do realize one thing for sure right now. I need to except the end of my m right now in order to begin a new life whether that new life includes h or not. As long as I except the end I will have a new beginning. I am getting to that point but slowly.
BTW I will make sure Santa is good to me this year. LOL.
I almost missed your post. I crossed posted with you. I actually have tried one of those ready made ones also maybe we will do it again.
Loblaws out here is called The Real Canadian Superstore. I used to work there a million years ago. Glad you be out of there though especially when they started openning Boxing day.
You sound SOOOOO good! Congrats on getting accepted with school!!! It's just another step foward for you in a postive direction for your life!!!
I think you are handling things well with your H. Good for you for stating your position with him regarding the xmas program...and the coffee....no big deal. That was you just being courteous...I don't believe it was breaking your darkness...I'm sure he wasn't thinking oh man, she brought me coffee, she's pressuring me about our M! You were being true to yourself by remaining the kind, considerate, gracious person you are. You would do that for anybody.
I'm so glad I stopped by your thread...I'm very proud of you!