I was just listening to some music on my laptop while at work...came across a song that H had downloaded in Sept. This is before I knew about the A. It was like a dagger through the heart. I am trying not to let it get to me but the words just kill me. I know who he downloaded it for and that hurts even worse...
Ok, I am done belly aching. Just something to knock me down one level today.
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
Just emotions. Let it go. I know it sucks. Hell I will here Karlas favorite song on the radio and I know how that affects me especially the song and who she thnks about when she listens to it.
Just remember emotions are just that Emotions. They come and they go.
By the way if you ever feel down and just need someone to chat with you can always give me a call as well. I am a good listener.
Chin up sister, O
Ben 32 STBXW 29 3 kids (D1,S4,SD8) (1 dog 5months) Status: Fighting for the Kids.
"The only thing we know about future developments is that they will develope."
