You will be happy to know that I finally got DR in the mail last night. I will begin reading it tonight along with my many prayers that I have been saying nightly.
It will feel great when he does make that turn and it isn't from anything that I have done to provoke it. Maybe that is just wishful thinking but I know that he will come around. It is just waiting for him to completely hit rock bottom and realize that he CAN come home to the family that has been here supporting him through all of this. My only fear is that he will be too proud or too embarrassed to come home. I have a feeling that things with them are starting to crumble and that he will be living in his car before too long.....
When he came back the first time, he said that he saw himself in the morgue by the time he was 30...how sad is that. I also think he is starting to clutch the bottle tightly to try to forget things or to deal with them. (alcohol)
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
