I am going to do my best to hang on to it. Tomorrow is our next counseling session so we shall see if I can keep that faith and peace through it. Only God can help me do that!
You would be proud. I only called him 2 times today. The first time I left him a message to wish him a Happy anniversary and then the second time to remind him about MC tomorrow.
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."