Honey, I feel your pain. It is a double slap in the face that today is your anniversary.
Knowing that your H has to make his own decisions and watching him do such destructive things is agonizing. I am letting this fact get to me today too. But we both know that the only way to make it feel better (today at least) is to find something else to focus on.
Raising the kids by yourself is tough--you have no choice in that right now, as H is completely self-absorbed. You know you can and will do anything to protect them.
What are you going to do today to help yourself feel better?
