Don't apologize because it isn't your fault. I feel like the oldest 29 year old there is. To top all of this off, our daughter is a special needs child. That takes a lot of energy in itself.
You could just say that this is one of those feel sorry for myself days. Haven't had one of those since last week but his actions are causing one today. If he calls me back, I will just try to be pleasant and see how his evening went. It kills me to see what he is and will do to his kids mentally.
Ok, enough of wallowing in self pity. I am going to go get my pot-o-hope and hold onto that. I will continue to water it and plant those seeds of hope everytime he sends one my way.
Thanks for your encouragement. Your kind words help more than you will ever know!
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
