Right now I am having a rough way to go. My mind is going in all sorts of directions and I have fallen back on my word of not calling him. I have tried to call twice this morning to talk to him about telling me the truth. The more lies that I realize he has told me, the angrier I get. I just can't understand how he can keep filling me full of hope only to do something to break it apart.
He told me that he got called into work last night but it seems that he went bowling after he left our house. Then i see that he is at her apt this morning. I just don't know what to believe anymore. Am i being played or is my h really that unsure of what he is doing or where he wants to be??!?! I try so hard to be nice and sincere but it is hard when all I am getting from him are half truths.
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
