Ahhh, those lovely OW demons. Wish I could banish them for ya, but alas. I'm fresh out of kryptonite. Just remember that time and history are on your side. When you're ready, try replacing those doubts with positive thoughts...things that make you feel better. It takes a while to get to that point, but I'm finding that I really can consciously change the direction my brain is taking me. It's much nicer to be in control.
I don't know if you've been able to read any of the JokerMan threads, but this guy was the first person to reply to my very first post, and his story gave me TONS of insight and has ultimately helped me to find some peace and fill in some of the holes in my understanding of what my H has been up to/through. Just start at the top of his list in his signature.
