Thanks Aud. I am going to add you to my friends list. Hopefully we can keep each other up to date on our situations.
Today I am going through those thoughts of doubt of everything that he tells me. I would love to find that mobster to take down my obstacle (OW). I have a feeling that I know that he is with her right now while I am at work but what can I do? I don't want to mention her because I don't want it to seem that I am putting my energy back into her. I just really wish I knew what stronghold she has on him for him to want to walk away from his family. I know right now that he doesn't want to say divorce and things with us seem to be looking up. That is what I see but I am not sure what he sees. Do you think that there is a good way to see how he is feeling about where we are right now or do I just let it go?
I guess I am just hoping for a quick resolution to this whole mess. My head is telling me that it could take some time but my heart wants this to be over now! AGH!!! Let's hunt down that mobster!
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
