Thank you Aud. I am encouraged by small things and hold tight to the little nuggets of hope that come from him. I have to keep reminding myself that him going to marriage counseling with me is a big step even though he is unsure of his goal in it. For the past week,we have had great conversations. Almost like we were dating again. It would be so much easier if I truly knew if things were over between them. Not knowing makes it hard. It would also be easier if he was back in the house with us. But I am not going to push things. If he wants to talk about some things outside of counseling, I am all for it. I am going to try to keep my word about not bringing it up except for the therapy sessions.
I just keep hoping and praying that something or someone will smack him upside the head and give him the biggest wake up call imaginable. I think we all wish for that.
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
