Doing It My Way

[Trying]

Last Christmas i was a sobbing miserable mess. I was visiting family in Texas, with my H and my sister. Everyone was asking what was going on with him and why are he and my sister glued at the hip. I was in denial, but my heart new. Last Christmas was ruined by him and her.

This Christmas I have VOWED, not to let him take away from the beauty of the holiday, the beauty of looking at it thru my daughters eyes. NO, i am living my life, I am still here, I have grown stronger, I have made positive changes, I have evolved. He does not get the pleasure of hurting me this Christmas, he does not ever get to ruin another Holiday for me. What ever I do and feel is up to me, not him. He has no say because he choose another life.
I AM entering a new phase in life and I will have an even better NEW YEAR. My resolution is to love;
love waking up,
love having my daughter,
love having air to breathe,
love having a warm place to lay my head at night,
love having family and friends,
love having a job,
love that i can see the beautiful sky,
LOVE THAT I HAVE A CHOICE

May you all have that love. May you all have a Wonderful Holiday!

Thank you all for helping me thru.

Love,
Trying