Hmmm, weird thing happened today. Today was STBXH 31st Bday. I forgot! I got home tonight at 7 and have 2 mssg from him, for our dghtr, "hey daughter it's daddy. Calling to say goodnight. why didnt you call me today? It's my bday and i didnt heaqr from my favorite girl? Please call me, I want to see how your day was. Oh and hi to you too, (meaning me)." I felt bad cause i didnt have our dghtr call him, but HAPPY too that i just dont think about him. Its nice that i am not consumed by thinking of him.
You know what i am thinking of? On christmas day, i got him a few present that my daughter picked out for him, what sucks is that he wont even get a "gift from her for me" i would be happy with a card, that she makes special for me, but he would never say..."hey why dont you do something special for mom?" Same with last mom's day and birthday. But for him on fathers day his daughter got him a small gift. DONT MISUNDERSTAND...its not the gift, it is the lesson on recognizing special events on specaial days for the ones you love. Its the lesson of "GIVING". He is just to selfish. blah, they all are
Anyways, doing so very, very, very well!!!! loving life.
Hugs to all
Silla
In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: It goes on....Robert Frost
