Hmmmm, my girlfriend called me this am. Seems her husbands cousin, who we all hang with, part of the "group", killed himself. WHY? Ugh, this was a man who was 34 years old, never married, wanted desperately to be or to even have a girlfriend. Just a very nice man. He was shy and quiet, but i didnt no so lonely. He must of been to have felt this was his only answer. I am sitting her thinking, what was so bad and sad in his life that made him do this? It didnt help anything.
I remember for a while we were tryin to set him up with my sister, who didnt want anything to do with him, after their first date. It was only because my sister was seeing my husband and my husband was getting jealous. Go figure...anyways, what a twisted triangle.
I just feel sorry for his family, what must they be thinking and going thru. As a friend, i just never new things were that bad for him. WHY didnt he reach out, why didnt he ask questions, life isnt perfect, but we can make the most of it. In death we can do nothing. What we are all goign thru is so awful, but as He has said..."this to shall pass." I just dont undertand why he didnt feel this too. Nothing is so bad, that you have to leave this beautiful place...
Please all say a prayer for his family and him. Hug all your friends...
Silla
In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: It goes on....Robert Frost
