Hey all just dropping a line to let everyone know I'm fine. (hey that rhymes). We got the tree done and some other things in the house are decorated. did some shopping for kids and cousins. Ex asked for the kids on Friday I simply told him he would have to ask them if they are busy or not since he doesn't answer my calls he will have to totally deal with them from now on..I have set a goal for myself that this will be my last Christmas alone.I will go out more with friends and see what happens..I'm trying to enjoy this time in my life with my kids and family simply because it can all change in a minute. Well guys have a good day and I will check back later Joa.