hanging on

[doug01]

his apoligies are just accepted without repercusions

Kids are amazing, they don't carry grudges hurt and anger. We can learn so much from them.

I think once I find someone to spend time with and not be at home thinking all the time it will get alot easier

You don't need someone else for that. I'm not going to say it doesn't make it easier. Yet, you can do it alone or with friends.