Brue's new thread #9 (I think)

[brueniap]

BND -
I read your thread every day. It lifts my spirits high. I am so happy for all that is happening in your life which was chaos and hell. You are an example to what can be.

now i look forward to the day we can all see amazing things turn around for Laughing.

As for me, yes........I'm pretty happy. Life has been so interesting. Indeed, being hopeful about the relationship is nice - but he's not home yet and I'm guessing won't even think about that possibility til his lease is up which is not for several months. I believe he re-upped when the first 6 months had gone by. But more often he calls asking if he can come over and stay and I never refuse him and he knows how much i enjoy going to his place and staying with him. He's even introducing me to people as his wife now. He didn't do that before. It's those little things that make all the difference.

I get strength from you BND - thank you for all you put up with for your sake, your kids sake and our sakes!!! But I also see that it wasn't all him - you have done 180's in your own life and have discovered so much about you.

I like who I am turning out to be tho it has been so hard to look in the mirror and see me with honest eyes. Don't like facing that - but it has to be done.

thank you for your happy thots.

brue