((((J)))) I think you are afraid. In fact I know you are afraid of making a mistake.
I have told you before that you are an extremely logical and intelligent woman and you are trying so hard to make this into something that has the "right" answer.
It is a matter of the heart at this point, and only you can decide your own fate. There is no right or wrong answer.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
