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Ok, now I'm really the King of backsliding, JazzGtr and CM eat you heart out!!!!!

Tonight was the worse night ever and I think I expedited my DIVORCE process with W. I had a feeling that I needed to go by W’s APT and I did. I get there and I herd a male’s voice coming from the inside? So I call her on her cell, she didn’t answer the first few times and then she comes outside to take my call. I ask her who was in there? I ask her two more times and she finally said it was a guy from work, I was a little mad at first. She told me that he came over to use her computer and that nothing was going on, I believe her. But I told her that I was upset that some other man can come to her APT and I can’t come over, I was hurt! Nothing is going on and I totally trust her, the problem is that she doesn’t trust me anymore not to come by and she said that she doesn’t feel safe. She said that she was going to file for D and she is going to move again. She was not sure at first about filing, now it’s full speed ahead! What the hell did I do!!!!????

But I still feel that she’s not going to file, call me crazy. I told her that I would not do that again and I told her I was not sure why I had a feeling that I had to go by and she said that she knew that I was over there. I told her that we are connected mentally, like it or not. How could we both have those feelings. So I told her that I was truly sorry and I would not do it again, I ask her if a girl was at the house to use our computer how would she feel? She never answered. I hope that I am right on this one and she won’t file, I know I made her feel unsafe and I might have took this too far. This was the first time that I went by there in 2 and a half months. I need prayers now guys, please!