Quote: Like today after work I want to go and sit at her apartment and watch her door and see if anyone come and go! That’s crazy but that’s how I feel sometimes, I don’t think I will do it, but I sure want to!
Same here! However, I know that if I saw something I could not bring it up and I would be SOOOO hurt. Besides everything that I have been suspicous about has been wrong anyway...or H is good at explaning things away(?). Remember you are seeing things through emotionally jaded eyes.
I did not realize the age difference between you two until just now. Not that it is THAT significant of a difference but if you feel it contributes to her immaturity and that in turn causes the problems in your M then it is an issue to look at.
Not sure what she means by downhill unless she misspoke. Have you ever considered things were going too good and she got frightened? We can be our own worst enemy while waiting on the proverbial "other shoe" to drop.
