Did W ever tell you that she wanted a D? My WAW said today that she wanted a D and that she had talked to a L. I told her if that's what she needed to do, that's fine. I told her I'm going to let her know how I feel and I told her that I wanted to date her and have a good time going out like we did for breakfast in NY. I also told her that I wanted to reconcile, she said that she didn't want to come home to the same old M. I told her that I wanted our old M to die and wanted to resurrect a new M. She's still telling me that the changes are just to get her back and that she was tired of feeling alone and unloved. I told her that washing her car before mine and cleaning hers better than mine is love. Putting a towel in the dryer while you are in the shower and giving you a warm towel when you step out is love. Bringing you candy or getting you an outfit on the way home from work is love. I also told her that I had to learn how to express love and that I had no examples growing up as a child. The interactions between men and women are learned and we need some sort of guide, love and romance is not intuitive, it's learned!
So, it looks like I’m going to have to go cold and distant for a while. So called me twice after we went our separate ways, I didn’t answer either call. But I did send her a TM to see if she was ok, she never answered me.
Me: 37 WAW: 31 M: 6 Years No Kids BOMB: 9/4/06 D: 9/16/07 my sitch
