I think the reason she doesn't want you to show emotions is b/c she doesn't want to deal with the pain and guilt of her actions. So, if you really want to throw her for a loop....act "As If and Happy" She won't know what hit her.
She will probably get PO'd for a while and that's fine. Just be the person she fell in love with. Get back to YOU.
You have a great opportunity ahead of you and I'm envious. Keep it up man!!
M-35 going on 15 D-8 S- 3 yrs ex-CL(w)- 30
D over one year
I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be. Douglas Adams "Just Be"