Last night went great. W. went to exercise I did the dad stuff, she came home I kissed her on the cheek good bye. No talk of the R. She suggested we cook tonight. I will do so (kids like my dish). She will probably go work out, but at least I do see her for a little bit. Any contact is good contact, plus I get to be a dad to my kids in my own house! Tomorrow night we all eat out! Thursday I have plans to move into a larger apartment. Friday is her night alone with the kids (unless she wants me to come along), Saturday we are going to do stuff as a family, Sunday I need to do labor around the house.
I am giving her space, but at the same time I want to show her that I care for her and the overwhelming task of handling 3 kids. Plus I own the house also and I do not want to see it fall apart while I am gone. I just need time for reconciliation before our agreed January filing. It sure would be nice if I could sleep there just one night - sofa is fine with me - guy secret we don't mind sleeping on the sofa, it is like camping!
