Thanks. I have learned it is better to sleep on things. I sort of had a good day. I promised my daughter that I would hang with her only today as my boys and I watched football last night. W and I fought. Mainly due to the living conditions. I discovered that she is as worried as I am about the future. More so about how she is going to make ends meet while mine is emotional. As much as she pisses me off, I really care for her. I know that she feels the same about me. We talked about filing after the new year. I will wait. What do I have to lose? I have enough money to survive if she clears the bank accounts and if she does I strongly think she will use if for the kids benefit.
After we fought I said I was sorry, we hugged and I hung out for 5 hours helping her clean, cook and bath kids. When I got back to my apt. I called her to tell her I made it and thanks for letting me hang out. Today was her dad's b-day. I asked her if I could call him and she exitedly said yes. Good guy, even though I have hurt his daughter (believe me I have been a real a-hole for a long time) he still likes me. Happy b-day old man. He gave me great advice, use love guy, it will never hurt. Wisdom from a 73 year old! All this 180, GAL stuff is all good, but I see better results if I just be myself or at least as I would like to see myself.
