Piecing question

[want2bmarried]

Hi Mrs. I have been on here and there. Not too much. Had another encounter with WAH and he did his pattern of get close and then bail. I have been trying all week to put some distance there with him. Whatever he is going thru, its sucking the life out of me. I can't be a part of it anymore. If he is confused, scared, angry, happy, mad, mean, whatever....he will have to get thru it without me for now. I am pushing on with my own life and the lives of my kids as if he were not going to be a part of it.

I have gone totally dark since Sunday. He has text messaged me about stupid stuff like xmas lights!! I told him I don't have any, but he still sends them all week. I have been ignoring the messages. I cannot engage about $20 worth of xmas lights.

I do have my extremely lonely times, but for the most part I am putting him in my past for now. He can play this game forever and I need to get off.

I haven't seen any of your posts lately. I will go and catch up. Thanks for checking on me.