Just getting started piecing it back

[jersting]

SFA,
Things are going ok for me, but I don't know how things are for us. I am just living my life one day at a time to see what happens. I have had my kids all week this week and we are having a blast. This is my weekend with them and I am going to make sure we have plans for new years eve. My w has been calling every night and I try to avoid talking to her but she calls again after the kids go to bed. I am not mean to her but I do keep the convo very short so I don't blow up. I think the more time she spends away from me the more she wants to be with me?? I am going to let her keep our marriage together if she wants, but I am not going to stop our marriage either. So that is where I am at, one day at a time. Thanks for checking on me and have a Happy NEW YEAR.