Just getting started piecing it back

[jersting]

I had a nice Christmas. I went to family home and had Christmas eve with W and her family. She said she was sick so I worked very hard around the house getting it ready for her family to come over. I stayed there that night and woke up with her and kids Christmas morning. Later in the day I asked what the plan was for that night and she said lets just see what happens. I mentioned to her that we should get the kids stuff ready to go to my place and she said maybe we would not need to. That night we went to my fathers for Christmas and had a nice time. Everyone in my family treated her like nothing was wrong. On the way home she asked me what the plan was for tonight and I said I thought we could just stay there and leave to go to my place tomorrow. She did not say anything. When we walked in the house she told me she wanted us to leave right then (at 8:30pm) that upset me a little that I would have to get all the kids stuff together for the week and we would spend Christmas night just the three of us and no wife or mom. We started getting everything together and she opened the check my dad gave her for Christmas and it was half as much as last year. She said in a sarcastic tone "it must have been a rough year". I asked her what she ment by that and she just ignored me. We finished getting the stuff together and left. She called about an hour later and talked to the kids, I did not talk to her because I was still a little upset. She called back again an hour later and I had to talk to her because my D handed me the phone and said mom wants to talk to you. She said she felt bad because of the way that went and she enjoyed spending the weekend with me. I said that I enjoyed it too. I was real short with her on the phone and ended the conversation the first chance I got. She called today to tell me she was going to work until 5 and I could call her there if I needed anything. I did not call and I expect she will be spending her evening with her boyfriend tonight. I am going to start walking and see what happens. Thanks for listening and respond if you want.