Just getting started piecing it back

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I went to home center and bought some new lights for my house. My w called me while I was there and asked what I was doing and could not believe I went by my self. I used to go places by myself all the time and I don't know why she was so unbelieving. We talked for a while and I said I need to get some things before the store closed and asked if I could call her back. She said she would give me an hour and call me back.
She called back an hour and half later and asked what I was doing. I let her know I just got home. She hinted around about me going over to see her and I said that I didn't know if we should get together even though I would really like to. She asked if I didn't think it would be a good idea because we are getting together tonight. I said well I think it would be alright but I don't want us to rush things too much like the last time. I said that if she really wanted me to come over I would but I have to put up my lights and maybe we should just wait till tomorrow to see each other. She said that she would give me time to get the lights put in and the kids go to bed and she would call me back and we would see how we felt then. I agreed and we hung up. I got all my lights put up and she did not call. By this time it was 12:30am and i figured she fell asleep. Not unusual for her to want to do something and then fall asleep 20 minutes later so I am not upset by this. I have not heard from her today and I am going to try and wait for her to call. We are supposed to go to my company Christmas party tonight so I hope she will call me to find out what time I am picking her up. If she doesn't call, I see no other choice but to call her and let her know what time. I am going to wait untill end of day because she knows the general time and this gives her a way out in case she has changed her mind. She mentioned to me that she was affraid she would be uncomfortable and I told her she shouldn't feel that way and if anyone looked at her funny I would slug them. I know if I were her I would not be looking to foward to going to something like this right now so I want to give her an easy out if she wants to take advantage of it. I on the other hand don't want her to think I don't want her to go so I think I am walking a fine line here.