Just getting started piecing it back

[jersting]

I appreciate you coming over and helping me. I am genuinly trying to change. I am begining to understand that if I want to stay married to my wife I have to accept what I get from her. I know that she is a perfect woman with things that she does that makes me nuts. I know that she does not do these things on purpose to hurt me, but it does. So I have always been one to take care of my own well being by trying to make people around me the way I want them to be. I pray that I can become a better person and husband to my wife and I pray that God will help me with this because what I try to do on my own, as you can see, is not the best. I want you to know that I really do love my wife and I am not trying to manipulate her, I am just trying to find my way back into her heart. I don't want her to feel like she is trying to do this for me or the kids, I want her to do it for herself to make herself happy.
I called her today and she sounded happy to hear from me, she told me she was depressed and I didn't know what to say. I told her I was sorry she was depressed. I said that with all that is going on it is hard to not be depressed. I am upset with the situation we are in and I want so bad to be able to make it better but I don't know how. We only talked briefly this morning and she had to get back to work. I decided to call her back this afternoon and invite her and the kids to my place for pizza tonight. She asked me what time and I said how bout 5:30 and she said she would be there. Then she asked if I was sure and I said I am absolutly sure, are you sure? She replied with I'll be there. I hope you can read this before I am with her tonight to give me some pointers. I know God will give me the answers some how.