OK. Try to keep your expectations in check, and don't let this affect you one bit. Just remember that it is like a yo-yo, right. She's going to come in/pull back, come in/pull back.... She's pulling back now.
told her that I was trying really hard to change.
Well, the book says show don't tell... She'll have trouble believing your actions, let alone your promises...
Regarding my last post:
Your thread is showing up on my screen funny. It must be ~3-400 characters before the text wraps. Don't know why this is, but it's a little hard to read....
I don't think you necessarily did anything. But I notice the second page of the thread looks fine to me now.
but I would really, really like to have the sitch you have, as opposed to say, the one I currently have. I can certainly understand your frustration at your sitch, and wanting the uncertainty to end, but I can tell you that being in a state where it looks like the uncertainty is over doesn't feel too good either.
And your reply:
I have been following your sitch and I am sorry it is the way it is for you. I wish I could help, but I do pray for you when I am praying.
Sorry about this one. As I read it now, it comes across as a bit petulant on my part. What I was trying to get across is that in your situation you have a lot of positives, especially if you stop and connsider it from how it goes w/ others. That's why, although I can certainly sympathize w/ your frustrations, I don't really want you to feel like giving up. The fact that you're here means you care enough to try to save this.
And thanks for your prayers, and the sympathy for my events. Didn't want to make you feel bad/guilty, just trying to give you a different perspective.
Take care,
S_O_T_S aka: Stoic_On_The_Surface
I can't quite get there cause my heart's forsaken me - KT Tunstall
