Just getting started piecing it back

[jersting]

TL & X
I appreciate you jumping in and giving advice and support. I will re-read this several times. And I will back off of the ILYs until the time feels right. I think X must be right about the blood flow, I can't even make easy decisions right now and I have always been the one everyone at work here comes to for solutions. Lately every one here knows to give me time and not expect the quick witted decisions I usually come up with. I am struggling to say the least, but I know things will work out fine. I am anxious to see my wife today when she picks up son. I am going to be myself for a change today and not expect some end result of something I am trying to accomplish with her.