Quote: Sometimes I feel as if I am being punished and that he will never come around just to spite me
I've actually asked my H this point blank, though my H is understandably super tired from the training at the new job and the crazy hrs. Though it did take him a few months to be intimate w/me on a frequent basis, he still felt like I was angry at him for leaving and that I might extract my revenge on him, and he told me that's why it was hard sometimes to get close to me.
When you feel down do something out of character, put on a jogging suit and go to a trail to run, take a yoga class (my H's T recommended yoga to him when he was depressed, telling him his "balance" was on the negative and he needed something like yoga) We both joined Baleys and loved it! I still go weekly and boy it is awesome! once you get started you'll love it.
Hang in there gal))) it is just one of those days, it will be all right, you got your H back, as GH says, it is a journey, not a destination.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
