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So last night went well. We played a board game with the kids and I saw some of the old H that I hadn't seen for ages and ages, you know jokey little faces and gestures, we made eye contact like parents do when their kids say certain things, that sort of thing, it felt great. But instead of me feeling great over the baby step I feel sad that I miss the old h.

after the kids went to bed he decided to read a book and go to bed, I decided I wanted to watch a movie and didn't want to wait for him, I said I was going to, invited him, and did by myself.

this morning he was friendly when I got up and discussed his morning plans and asked if what he had planned was okay with me, he actually said "if that's okay with you" of course I said yes.

we are going to a movie and out to eat after this afternoon. our first real date I guess. i decided to wear casual but nice stuff and do my hair and makeup, again casual but nice.

need to get happy about baby steps and concentrate on some more pma